Juan,

Juan please help me i don't really understand what is going on inside me right now. Like what i told you earlier, this is about this GIRL who made me completely crazy for the past few weeks of my summer. I can't sleep because i'm thinking about her, night and day or every minute, and every hour. I cant stop myself to think about her, she's like a hobby that i cant resist (Geeezz! I cant believe im writing those words. HAHA). I didn't actually expect that i'm gonna fall for her, she's like a younger sister of mine. We're that closed that she even told me about her secrets, her periods and she even showed me her underarm (this last summer i used to make fun of her by mocking her to show her underarm and if she refuses that only means she has a black and hairy one =DD). She's is actually my regular classmate and also to some of our back subjects, yes, we have failed, and one of those are Chemistry 2 as long as Differential Calculus and Physics 1 that is why we have to take Physics 2 this last summer. Speaking of this last summer i just noticed that she is getting more pretty as the day passes by, i used to stare at her beautiful face and told her that she is indeed beautiful and she will say "eto piso". HAHA! She didn't even know that i am telling her the truth specially when she changed her hairstyle by adding cute bangs well, i have to admit that she gets even more beautiful when she had it. Then she asked me if it fits her face and i responded, "Oo naman, lalo kang gumanda", i just smiled and once again i found myself starring at her then she added, "hindi nga?", i just say, "oo nga" and then she will just smile at me, but OH MY! i find her smile very attractive.

Okey tama na sa explanation kinikilabutan na ko sa mga sinasabi ko. :)). Like i said kasama ko na sya simula pa lang nung first year of my college and our relationship goes deeper during our chem days. You know what? Gusto nun ng Flare yung Cherry Mobile phone. HAHA! i just remembered when we go to the mall together with one of our colleague, nung nakita nya yung stall ng Cherry Mobile she's like a 7 years old girl chasing for an ice cream, tumakbo sya para lang tignan yung phone without having any intention of buying it, but it's her dream phone that time. Then we followed her and after seeing the flare phone i told the sales lady "Ate pabili ng Flare, Pito, para dito sa kasama namin" ala lang trip ko lang magjoke, pinagtinginan tuloy ako ng ibang bumibili. HAHA! Then pumunta naman kami sa shop ng Samsung to grab a look for some cool tablets and phones. I remembered her taking photos with one of the sample tablet in the store. HAHA. Apakalokong babae kumuha ba naman ng picture nya sa sample tablet eh and dame dameng tumitingin nun. HAHA, napaka unique! Speaking of unique, one of the memorable moments of us during those time is nung nagvideoke kame. Kungyare pang ayaw at hindi daw sya kumakanta but when we started lahat ata ng kinanta ko sinabayan nya (dalawa kasi yung mic :DD) then nung sya naman ang kumanta, guess what? Aegis pa! HAHA. Nakakatuwa lang. :))

Those are our Chem days wala pa kong kakaibang nararamdaman sa kanya but, this last summer kung saan i found myself secretly in loved with her because of her childish personality. Yes, the real reason why i fall for her is because of SHE being HERSELF. Masyado kasing isip bata nakakatuwa. Parang gusto ko syang laging kulitin at alagaan. You know what? Try mong hawakan yung underarm nya and try to pretend you smell it, hay nako hahabulin ka nyan para wag mo lang amuyin o kaya bigla syang uupo sa sahig na kala mong batang magtatampo, kahit na the fact is mabango naman talaga. HAHA. And one thing more mahilig yan sa picture, as a matter of fact my cellphone gallery is flooded with her photos. Pag trip kong picturan yan, i just told her na pipicturan ko sya, then shell make a cute pose without any hesitation. Lastly iyakin din yan, batang bata talaga. One time nagkatampuhan kami, almost 1 week ko ata syang hindi pinansin. Then one day sabi ko magsosorry na ko at papansinin ko na sya kasi hindi ko naman talaga kaya syang tiisin, but shockingly naunahan nya kong magsalita and then she nervously uttered "uy galit ka ba? bat hindi mo ko pinapansin?" Speechless ako naunahan kasi ako eh. Kaya sinabi ko nalang "hindi ah, wala yun" sabay ngiti lang habang nakatingin sa kanya. But when we are on the corridor going out of the campus i decided to approach her habang nagiisa sya. Inakbayan ko sya and i say "Hi!" with matching smile pa yan :D. HAHA. "Sorry ha, basta sorry!" then she replied "ako din, sorry" Mejo nagkailangan kami kasi diba 1 week kaming hindi nagka pansinan but the awkwardness quickly faded when we are at 7 eleven, ala tambay lang. Napagtripan nga sya ng mga kaklase kong paiyakin by saying "iiyak na yan" kasi nga she has this childish personality, ayun umiiyak nga, haha. But the problem is i dont have any idea how to comfort a crying girl, well that is one of my weaknesses.  Umiiyak sya habang nakayuko at natatakpan ng mga buhok nya ang muka nya. I just gave her my shoulder to cry on and my handkerchief para punasan ang luha nya, i remembered her saying "ang bango naman ng panyo mo" while crying, haha ang cute nya. Then nalaman ko nalang pala na umiyak din pala sya before dahil nga sa hindi ko sya pinapansin, na guilty naman ako dun sobra.

So yun, i think that concludes everything. As of now hindi ko pa alam kung gagawa ako ng move basta i'll post about it nalang later.



HAPPY